Life has never been easy for me. It is indeed a roller coaster ride. I wish I’ve experienced more ups but today, when I looked back, mostly I am down this past few years. My patience and faith in God are being tested each day. There was a time that I thought I was blind because all I can see was darkness. My positivity is shaken. Slowly, my hope is fading. I feel like drowning. It is a never-ending problem. An extreme ride indeed!
But despite of all these? I love life! Yes, I do! These life struggles will always be a constant reminder whenever I look back on my life, that I am strong. Stronger than those superheroes I used to adore. A simple proof that I am loved. That God’s love for me is overflowing, everlasting, never failing and never ending. A proof that God will always send some angels and will always provide. Because despite of all these, here I am standing still and ready to face everything!
Maybe this life had caused me pains and failures, but these pains and failures will always serve as life lessons for me to strive more and do my best for the succeeding years until those dreams are finally mine! Maybe there were some situations that gave me all the reasons to give up in life and let go of hope but with God’s grace I was able to overcome everything. I’ve learned the beauty of waiting and trusting in His plans. That truly, He will never let me down.
This is the best version of me saying: Thank you Lord! Thank you for all the laughters and tears. Thank you for all my ups and downs. Thank you for all the good and bad memories. Thank you because I’ve met new people that slowly became a big part of me, they became my extra source of happiness and strength. I will always consider this life as a beautiful gift. I am now ready to rock the world with the best version of myself.
Note: A revision of my Thank You 2019