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Dearest 2019,

You’ve never been so easy. It was indeed a roller coaster ride. I wish I’ve experienced more ups but today, when I looked back… mostly, I am down this year… My patience and faith in God was tested this whole year. There was this time that I thought I was blind because all I can see was darkness. My positivity was shaken. Slowly, my hope was fading. I felt like drowning. It was a never ending problems. An extreme ride indeed!

But despite of all these? I love you, you know. Yes, I do! Because my 2019 will always be a constant reminder whenever I looked back in my life, that I am strong. Stronger than those superheroes I used to adore. You are a proof that I am loved. That God’s love for me is overflowing, everlasting, never failing and never ending. A proof that God will always send some angels and will always provide. Because despite of all these, here I am on your last day, standing still and ready to face 2020!

Maybe you had caused me pains and failures but these pains and failures will always serve as life lessons for me to strive more and do my best for the succeeding years until those dreams are finally mine! Maybe you gave me all the reasons to give up in life and let go of hope but with God’s grace I was able to overcome everything. I’ve learned the beauty of waiting and trusting in His plans. That truly, He will never let me down.

But above all these, I want to thank you, my dearest 2019. Thank you for all the laughters and tears. Thank you for all my ups and downs. Thank you for all the good and bad memories. Thank you because I’ve met new people that slowly became a big part of me, they became my extra source of happiness and strength. You will always be a part of me. A beautiful reminiscence indeed! Thank you! And now I can say, 2020 here I am! Stronger than ever! So bring it on!

The Best Version of Me

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